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All smiles because I'm finally home from the hospital after a month. It was the hardest month of my life because I pushed myself every single day and had to be there for Christmas and New Years. It was alright tho and I made the most of it. I made so much progress and so far have been sticking to my meal plans because I learned exchanges and love them so much more. I never realized how sick I truly was until I woke up on the floor after getting my blood drawn. Anorexia is a disease that either ends in recovery or death and I really want to live. Spending a month in the hospital locked in a hallway and going outside twice, passing out from malnutrition, getting bruises from simple things, waking up to clumps of hair on your pillow, black eyes and no energy is not fun. I was so sick I didn't see it until I started the refeeding process and this time it was even worse. My legs were so swollen I couldn't bend them and the rest of my body had edema so bad it hurt just to take a shower. I start partial on Monday and I'm going to take it seriously this time. Time to finally live my life and be free! #edfamily #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #edrecovery #edawareness #ana #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #anawarrior #edwarrior #anawho #anarecovery #anaawareness #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #healthynotskinny #healthynothungry #strongnotskinny #fuckana #countblessingnotcalories #2fab4ana #not1in5 #healthyisthenewskinny

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