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92% of people have quit. 92% have given up on their resolution. 92 MOTHER LOVIN’ PERCENT! . I don’t want that to be you. I don’t want you to be a statistic. I don’t want you to think that one bad day means you throw in the towel forever! . You will not be perfect. You will not be on your A game every day. BUT you WILL progress, strengthen, and transform in ways you don’t anticipate. . It’s time to shine! You ready to join us? App is in my bio!

Thursday 18th January 2018. Hopsital appointment was the greatest, blood results came back so still cant start the medication we want me to start, been given another 6 months and hell load more vitamins to take to try help. - Found out Starbucks do Coconut milk but apparently not the hospital one! So ended up getting a normal soy sugar free vanilla latte and added cinnamon sprinkles on top, also tried the Cadburys Highlight fudge hot chochocolate tonight but it really didnt live up to expectations. - Had to run the Thursday unit for the manager tonight and lets say it was stressful and very triggering thanks to a 19 y/o youth support leader! , just a nice safeguarding refferal now. - Got home and made myself an options hot chocolate and added in a little strawberry sauce then realised IM RUNNING OUT OF SYRUPS!!!. - I need to win the lottery or something so I can have a massive stock up on raw fruit bars and coffee syrups!!. - I hope you have all had a wonderful day and not a day! #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery   #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #fearfood #fearfoodchallenge #followerchallenge #food #challenge #mentalillness #recovery #outpatient #fooddiary  #outpatinetrecovery #edrecovery   #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalillnessrecovery #edwarrior #edfamily #eatingdisorderwarrior #eatingdisorderfamily #anorexiawarrior #food #foodie #foodblog #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #fuckana #gainweight

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#dinner was porridge with blueberries and yoghurt and for the topping I used raspberries and oats️i Love porridge so much but after it I felt so full TW Todays evening I was at weigh in and it went not very wellmy doc understands me and she benefit me a lot but my parents ruined it allI lost a bit of my weight and they said I couldn’t go to school bc of thatthey exaggerated so much I hate it • • Have a nice evening lovelies ️ • • #edfighter #edfamiliy #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #anafighter #anarecovery #anawarrior #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexie #anorexic #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #recovery #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit #recover #recovering #food #foodporn #foodblogger #foodlover #fooddiary #strong #strongwoman

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18/365: Breakfast: Selbsterklärend (pic1) Ms: Zwei Balisto (pic2) Lunch: Sandwich (pic3) plus eine Scheibe Toast mit Frischkäse, also insgesamt wieder 3 AS: BUENO (pic4&5) Dinner: Nudeln mit Ei, Porree, Schinkenwürfeln und Peperoni(pic6) 🥚 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mein Kampf?! Ich sage ganz klar Nein! Es ist UNSER KAMPF! Wir haben alle das gleiche Problem. Eine Essstörung, egal ob Magersucht, Bulimie oder BingeEating. Sie wird zwar Ana, Mia oder sonst was genannt, weil man seinen Freunden nunmal Namen gibt. Aber sind sie unsere Freunde? Sie haben uns etwas vorgemacht. Uns so gemacht wie wir, laut ihnen, sein wollten. Dünn. Erfolgreich. Einfach Perfekt. SIe haben uns auf der Leiter nach oben steigen lassen. Zumindest dachten wir Das, denn wir sind jede Sprouse einzeln herunter geklettert. Sie haben uns kaputt gemacht und jedesmal hieß es "erzähle niemandem von Mir, die anderen gönnen dir deinen Erfolgreich, ich habe dich zu dem gemacht was du nun bist" aber das mit Abstand schlimmste was sie uns Tag ein Tag aus ins Ohr flüsterte war "du bist hässlich und fett, du wirst ohne mich nie Erfolg haben, du bist ein versager". Bis zu dem Tag, an dem WIR uns entschlossen zu kämpfen! Denn WIR haben alle EINEN Feind. WIR haben alle EIN Ziel. WIR KÄMPFEN GEMEINSAM WIEDER UMS GESUND SEIN! Ich habe seit meiner Recovery Zeit viel Unterstützung, Ansporn, Motivation und auch hilfreiche Ratschläge bekommen! Dafür möchte ich mich insbesondere bei diesen leuten oben im Bild Bedanken!!! denn ohne eich hätte ich mich niemals getraut Reis, Nudeln oder dieses verdammt geile KinderBueno zu essen aber vorallem bei @verasjourney_ da sie der letzte entscheidende Funke war, welcher übersprang, mich zur Recovery zu überzeugen Last words... PUNCH ANA/MIA(oder wie auch immer)IN HER FACE!!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #anawho #anorexiafight #fightana #fucked #mondelez #oreo #magersucht #ferrerorocher #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #prorecovery #recovery #essstörung #yummy #love #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexiarecovery #beatingana #strongnotskinny #myrecovery #eatittobeatit #edcommunity #edwarrior #anorexiawarrior

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I decided to post some before/after ed pictures of me. The first picture was taken in may 2017. I can remember that this was the day when I came home from the hairdresser (I dyed my hair) and I was so happy and confident. The second Picture was taken in September 2017, and tbh I already hat anorexic thoughts during that time. At the end of September I started restricting. The last two pictures I took today, literally just 5 min. ago. Today I had pasta with mushrooms for lunch and for dinner. And rn I feel very guilty tbh. But I know that I have to fight these thoughts. That I have to beat this illness which is ruining my life. We have to fight the voice in our head. Live is so much more than calories and weight. Stay strong. #recovery #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #anorexianervosa #fuckana #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfam #edrecovery #fuckeatingdisorders #edwarrior #edfighter #anorexiawarrior #eatittobeatit

Da hat man in der Woche mal mehr zu tun und schon rennt einem die Zeit davon... Wow- es ist schon wieder Donnerstag! Morgen ist Freitag und ich kann das Wochenende gar nicht mehr erwarten! Zwar habe ich viel zum Erledigen, aber trotzdem freue ich mich wieder ein bisschen mehr Zeit fürs Bloggen und für euch zu investieren! Heute wird auch nicht trainiert, damit ich wirklich mit dem Lernen fertig werde. Also wünsche ich euch noch einen entspannten Abend und hoffe, ihr träumt was Schönes!️ #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #anorexiawarrior #edwarrior #anorexiafight #fashion #fashionblogger #blog #blogger #lifestyle

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Buon pomeriggio Anche oggi sono dovuta rimanere a scuola il pomeriggio... non vedevo l’ora di tornare a casa e mettermi accanto la mia amata stufa Che dire di questi giorni... va male sinceramente, ma la voglia di stare bene non la perdo mai. Ho parlato con un mio compagno di classe di come stanno andando le cose, e devo dire che ora mi sento molto meglio. Ne avevo bisogno. Avevo bisogno di tirare fuori tutto quel male che mi porto dentro e finalmente adesso l’ho fatto. Devo smetterla di accumulare in me stessa tutti i problemi. Devo iniziare a volermi bene e a PERDONARMI. Dopotutto siamo esseri umani e ci è impossibile non sbagliare. Ora vi lascio, bye bye ️ - #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anoressianervosa #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ana #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #notproana #anawarrior #anafighter #fuckama #ed #edfamily #edfighter #edwarrior #warrior #anorexic #food #snack #instafood

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#lunch was soup with noodles, pizzabuns and as dessert skyr yoghurt ️ Today me school ends earlier bc of the weather and I was very happy about it bc I had much time to make my homework TW In the evening I must go to my doctor bc she’ll weigh me and I’m so scaredI think she’ll say I must go in a clinic but I don’t want to go there️I hope she’ll give me a second chance to fight at home TWE • • Have a nice day lovelies ️ • • #edfighter #edfamily #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #anafighter #anarecovery #anawarrior #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexie #anorexic #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin #recover #recovering #foodlover #food #foodporn #foodblogger #fooddiary #strong #strongwoman

y’all my breakfast was BOMB af this morning 🤤 strawb + nana smoothie and my very first bowl of overnight oats (ok i was critical of the texture at first but holy shittake) my school is operating on a 2 hour delay today, so i will basically take my two midterms (ah! stress!) and then go to track (woot). i know that i need to fuel that brain for tha good grades 🤗🤗 little positivity for your morning: think for a second about how unlikely it is that you were created. not only did God feel like you were a critical part of his story, but he paid crucial attention to how he shaped you so that you could carry out his purpose. every inch of your body is intentional, and loved by a most high God. every inch of you has a purpose, and is made in the image of a God who gives you forgiveness so freely. THAT is something to celebrate! so, i took a risk and posted a selfie (swipe) of me when i just rolled out of bed. no makeup, messy hair, but still oh-so beautiful and WORTHY of love and nourishment. i am beautiful because God crafted me to be just that. anyone who says i am anything less is simply advocating for the enemy! #strongnotskinny #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiawarrior #eatittobeatit #nourishtoflourish #edrecovery #edwarrior #edrecoveryfamily #edrecoveryarmy #2fab4ana #youlookbetteralive

Hey guys!!! So it is a #transformationthursday . There is about 24lbs between these two pictures, but even more important is that smile on my face and the feeling that choosing recovery has been the best decision of my life. The girl on the left is lost she has no motivation or life because she is controlled and freaking obsessed over food. Im not saying the girl on the right is not like that, but she is proud if herself because she have gone this far. My goal is not to destroy my thoughts my goal is to learn how to treat them. So yea i am recovering and trying and what i want is to LOVE MYSELF!!! My eating disorder stole my happiness but im gonna fight for it and i will get it back!!! #transformationtuesday #transformation #noed #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #recovery #nomoreanorexia #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverytransformation #recoverywin #love #ready #readytorecover #recoveryjourney #recoveryforlife #recoveryforlife #anorexiasucks #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasurvivor #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexiatransformation #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexiawontwin #recoveryforme #recoveryforbooty #recoveryforhappiness #transformation

decided to cut down on night snacks so i don't feel so sick afterwards ! sorry i didn't post today, nothing looked too good and i've been a bit busy ! breakfast were dark choc pancakes, lunch was zucchini pasta and my afternoon snack was a peg bar ! i tried the @chobani "nutty for nana" flip AND I LOVED IT OH MY GOODNESS , i also had a nakd carrot cake bar (which i kinda think tastes like fruit cake), and a @pana mint choc bar! the mint one is soo refreshing and and the texture is so soft, and melts so so easily ! such a delicious chocolate i highly recommend ️️ #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecover #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #strongnotskinny #strongnotsick #happynothungry #happynotskinny #edrecovery #recovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverymeal #recoveryforlife #nourishnotpunish #healthynotskinny #recoverywin

Cappuccino for life sorry guys but I didn’t had any macaroons it feels bad but recovery is not about butterflies and yummy cupcakes like the instagram recovery pages... i feel stuck and im experiencing a lot of breakdowns. Everything you build up during recovery is so fragile and even if you feel like you are in the top of the world, im sorry but you do need help. Recovery is full of wins and fails. But is is worth it because of the wins. I know that if I already have gone this far I can’t give up I simply can’t and I won’t. Im fighting and struggling but next time I’ll eat macaroons. Its just food but it is a way to make me happy. #coffe #café #cappuccino #snack #macaroons #recovery #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #love #eat #struggles #fight #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #anorexiasucks #anorexiasurvivor #anorexiastruggles #anorexiastruggle #recoverymeal #recoverydrink #recoverylife #recoveryforlife #anorexiawarrior #anorexiawontwin #beated #recoveryroad #recoveryforme #anawarrior #help ️️